CliCk!

I always knew I was supposed to do my homework on time but never usually did. Until, I got a click on the head, when I was made to stand out of the class by my favorite teacher. Standing out there the whole world seemed to pass by and laugh at me. After that it was either on time or before time.
There are so many things in life we know, we are suppose to do. It is well understood and written bold in the books. But we never do. We just keep it for sometime next, until we get the click, bang on our medulla oblangata (phew! I just hope the spelling is right. Something I should know being a science student :D)
I have had many in my life, which has made me a strong believer in God's concept of "click". I have learnt most of the lessons, the click way.
I was never the 'shoow chweet' type of kid so . . . I have learnt not to steal money from dad's pocket (mom will chase you around the house with broom, she will get you, its better to ask), never go tell parents about your best friends love affair (she continues to go out and you are grounded, its none of your business), never ever manipulate TV cable wires cut by dad (you don't want to know what that leads to, better go to your neighbors house).
After all the clicks as a kid and a teenager I am pretty decent now. But still the clicks continue, though not that frequent. I keep getting the social clicks, 'being a female' ones, the professionals. Some make me feel stupid, angry and sad. Some I just oversee to continue as humans. But there are those that make me feel lucky, happy and content.
The clicks may come to you as a person, incident, emotion and as everything that God controls in His own mysterious way. I personally feel, more the clicks, more God wants me to be perfect. Going by the counts I should almost be there :)
I always knew I was supposed to learn how to cook but never did. Until two days back when God sent the click, right on the top zero axis. It was from someone I had never expected to get that talk from (one expects mom, aunties, & grannys), but I did and I feel thankful. I just hope my future partner does too :)
Thanks to that person and thank you Lord for all the clicks. Awaiting plenty more!

resoluteD

"Resoluted", I thought that will be the verb for taking resolutions. But there is no word like that in any dictionary. Anyways that doesn't stop me or any of us from using that. Like fashion, dictionaries evolve. I am just surprised, all these New Years with resolution, why didn't anybody think of it yet?
I believe New Year starts on 31st. Everybody talks of the 31st party, no one does of 1st. Going by that, this New Year was different till yesterday. Didn't have that "new years mood". Slept early than usual, no party, not even television. Then today, it was the perfect Jan 1st morning.(Morning, which so beautifully gives you the feeling of a new beginning. Even if, problems that existed yesterday have not been resolved, it gives an assuring feeling of 'end of an episode')
As I woke up there was a cold breeze blowing in from the window opening to the morning blue sky. I prayed to Almighty God for another wonderful year that passed by. Something that I should have done the night before. Better late than never.
Lying on the bed, I started thinking of whats gonna be this year's resolution. There were many options. Shall take bath every 'morning', even on weekends for the whole year. Nope, that is asking for too much. Eat less, no non veg. Poof! way too much. All the while something inside kept telling me, "Not the normals yaar". After a series of 'no's I got my two 'yes's for the year 2009 or hopefully, for life long.
1. I need to work on my sincerity gene. Last year, did some progress, still, a long way to go.
2 Something for the soul refreshment. I shall pray for another person everyday, someone new each day.
( http://365prayers.blogspot.com/ )
Well that's how the morning has started . . . With some positive resolutions into life. I hope I keep upto them & that the whole year has the spirit of 1st morning.